Monday, July 17, 2006

single and happy!

I have therefore concluded with meself as of this particular moment, that I'm glad I'm single. hahahaha!!

My mind keeps changing man!!

See,
1. I'm not stable in my location now.
2. I like doing stuff on my own and my time.
3. No one to have to go and spend all those emotional time with...

Of course, that's not to say I never wanna have that special someone... but problem free me is kinda happy and glad. Like my mom told me, thank God for my singlehood. Coz we probably might not have that time for long. :)

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Lonely

These few days, I've been having these longings... to have that special someone..

The feelings have been coming and going for the past few years, normal i suppose.

But these few days, its so intense. It's like I am craving a relationship... I cry out to God. When Lord? When?
Every decent guy i meet, I cant help it.. but the first thoughts that pop up in my head are, "Maybe he could be the one."

It's annoyin!!! I try not to think that but it alwayssss come. Then it subsequently makes the conversation awkward for me... I just wanne get to know a FRIEND!! AHHHHHHHHHHH

Monday, July 10, 2006

Life Hurts

Another reminder how tough and heartbreaking life can be.

I've been playing this online game, Puzzle Pirates, for a few years now and have formed a close bond with my crew mates on it.

One of my maties was anticipating the birth of his first child. We've all been so excited with him... But last week, the baby was born prematurely at 28 weeks with a heart defect. After 3 days, the baby passed away.

the pain and anguish that both of them feel pains us, as a community. They have no hope as they do not know the Lord. Pls pray with me that they will discover the love and peace that God brings and that He will hold them as they grieve and mourn the loss of a precious baby.

My heart aches for them. Life Hurts so much. I just jolts me out of my daily routine and reminds me that life is painful and short, esp for those who do not have the everlasting hope and peace.

It is my responsibility to bring this Peace to them. I cannot wait and hold back. They need God.

Monday, July 03, 2006

Pain

hm.. my back hurts, my tummy hurts. everything hurts...

Why is it only when I am on holiday that my body starts creaking and complaining...

Part of life I guess....