Low

It seems God is teaching me several things and I'm feeling really pathetic. He's showing me how much more I have to change and improve, showing me how low and evil I am now.

God, it hurts. I'm useless, I'm pathetic, I'm evil. And it hurts. I've hurt my friends, myself and most of you all. I'm so sorry. Help me please. Help me change and learn and have the courage to humble myself and beg for forgiveness. Please help me.